It's an adage my district manager at work seems to be really fond of, "keep the needle moving" he says it probably three to four times a day. Some of you may notice that not only has my needle not been moving but my posting hasn't been as regular.
Truth be told right now I don't need it. Saturday my love surprised me by coming home. It's temporary while the company fits him in with another trainer. It's so wonderful to hold him again. It also sucks that he isn't making a paycheck this week. I'm terrified of the tuition coming back to choke us. I'm worried that the new guy at work will do better than I do, and I'll get weened off the schedule.
Got to push the bad thoughts aside and think positive though.